23th August 2006,
5.29pm Tuesday. Today time flies, we had IT training for our new Hospital Information System, e-THIS. Just brush up on few Drug Master and to know the feature before we go LIVE. Yes, am excited. A system will never be perfect, there's pro and cons. A bit not flexible, but okay. Praise God the staff are positive to learn. I hope not to get much complaint...hopefully things will work out well.
Last Sat is healing rally by Rev Roy Durman. I did not attend the Friday session. It's 3-days (Thurs, Fri, Sat) but I only attend the last day. I believe in healing. I believe God can heal. God is the healer. Each time talking about healing, I just reflect back the experience with daddy. Fighting cancer, battling with cancer wasn't a good experience at all. It leave a mark in my life. Not entirely a painful mark, yes-indeed it's so painful, seeing your love one suffer and in pain. I remember how I question God, how much tears have I shed, literally crying myself to sleep. Praying pressing on, yet it doesn't seem to see the improvement, but daddy condition getting worse till his last breathe. I can feel how painful it was. But the only encouraging experience is Daddy last word before his final time: "The Lord is my Lord and Savior". That is the only happy ending. Tears shed, pain and sadness mixed with joy. We're crying seeing Daddy leaving us, but Daddy is crying because he's gonna be with God.
Indeed the experience is deep. I'm in medical background, I hope with my knowledge of medical equation, my faith will still stand strong. Yes, God can heal, and we are to pray..and God hear our prayer, and answer according to His will. The healing rally is awesome, it's an eye opener for me to see with my own 2 eys so many people received healing. I'm helping in Testimony Team, where we're to write up testimony of those who's healed. Praise God! Indeed it's not man's work, but it's God's work. He is the same Yesterday, Today, and Forever. He healed in the Ancient time, yes- now He can heal too.
The blind can see, the lame can walk, Amen, Amen, Amen! I seen an old man in wheelchair able to walk again. After being prayed over, the pastor asked him to come out of the wheelchair and he did, and he can walk, he can jump, he can run. The man got accident 15 years ago with left eye blinded because of the accident, got healed. "I was blind but now I can see" Amen! A man with one leg shorter than another now became normal. A young girl with squint eyes now back to normal, Awesome! So many people rushing through to be prayed for, so many needs, so many non-believers that need the "Hope".
Abba Father, I believe in You Lord, You are the ame Yesterday, Today, and Forever. Thank You for Your work- healing people, thank You for revealing to me so many needs of the people. Yes, Lord, people need the Lord...people need You Lord. So many people need You. Father, help me to be the light wherever I go..so that people can see You through me Lord. Yes Father, I wanna follow You, just to follow You and You'll make me fisher of men. Amen!
